unnamed Feeling...

All the jives , those vibes
vibrations in my head, predications that led...
Predictions that i made,delusions i had...
Innocence in doz eyes,shadows that cried..
Are they real what i feel...


Stipulations on my side,
things i tried..
Functions defined,divaricating the thoughts in my mind...
Creations derivations,
traces of evanescence...
Implications that lead,
are they real or i feel...


Forces around,
feelings profound,
disturbing sounds,
burning grounds,
contemplating the reasons,
there's nothing to be found...
Things i do ,things i see;
leads to pain, nothing to gain...
Is that true or i feel...


Despondent i lay,
disrespecting the way,
provoked by the time,
i try to be sublime,
but that's not on line...
Quarantined to be defined,
there are things i can't find...
As if i m blind,
trying to figure out , without even being able to draw a line...
I m feeling, can it be true...??