Her Desire...

He was so happy to be the new king,
menial serving their heads off with just one ring...
Fanatical and fervent was his stance,
to the things he did and had in mind...



He had the bowers all around,
alert to his slightest sound...
What he ordered was made a regulation,
he was a god even with his evilest inclination...



He was still not satisfied with what he had and what was there beside,
there was a fear he always wanted to hide...
It was an angel in his castle,
he was stuck to her,
and she was not ready to put him in line...
He knew what she wanted,
but she made him blind to notice his decline...



He tried a lot but she was so indifferent,
he prayed to her ego,
and she said there's another one like you in line...
He was not able to retract, from the virus she had made him devour,
it made him weak and tragic at every hour...



Today he got up early,
was very fascinated to see her standing at the window...
He looked into her eyes and smiled,
she always wanted a gift,
which he would finally give to please her today...



He reached at her,
was floored by her smile,
and her luscious smell got to his head...
He moved closer, whispered in her ear,
she was delighted to hear that,
and her snicker broke the silence...



He held a box wrapped in florescent plastic hid behind his back,
he brought forward and unwrapped the box,
was so happy to give her the gift of her life...
She had a vibrant smile on her face,
which broke into an arrogant laugh,
what eventually overtook it was the roar of the gun,
he had a hole in his head which was lying at her feet...

The Ravishing Horror...

Here i roam again and you still ain't,

time is flying by and you are still ignorant...

The way you danced that night made me numb,

your hair like a flowing river drenched me in stum...

Your hand brushed mine,

the touch took me to eternity,

you came closer making me feel your breath,

it was so intoxicating,

but it was not the time for my death...

You took my hand to put it on your waist,

and put your's on my shoulder,

ironically to the stature you were still the controller...

You closed my eyes and moved like a butterfly,

i could feel your smell,

it made me hooked to you...

It was so facinating,

but that was not my gift...

We sat in that dim corner,

where even the light of fireflies was vacant...

I fondled with your flocking traces,

it felt as if they were making me tangled to you,

still the feeling kept me marching towards the direction of fire...

You kissed my forehead,

your lips felt so fresh as a budding flower,

i went insane to that audacity...

I closed my eyes and let my soul be lost in your's,

you made me fly,

we landed on a mountaintop...

The beauty of the surrounding was ever so profound,

with you it felt like heaven,

our souls were entangled again,

stood there for hours...

Suddenly i felt that you loosen your grip on me,

i felt the wind blowing me away,

i was still lost in the trance of your aura,

till i hit the earth to be sever to pieces...

Endless Decline...

I gave away a love than again wanted to,

all the complications were made by you,

will i see you again was echoing untrue...

I stared at the skies nights after night,

to see my tears freeze in cold,

but you were never there to console...

I waited by the phone just to hear you once,

but you were never bothered...

I cared for you more than you do,

and you always ordered...

I always tried to explain my pain,

all that went in vain,

because you always gave justifications,

to prove you right and make me wrong...

Now i am not crying,

it is blood all over me,

i am tired of trying,

u still remain blind...

My eyes are filled with fire, to flame you alive

i don't know why i am not able to,

maybe you always find ways to save yourself,

or i am vulnerable to your love...

Seizure Of Power...

Wings are grown to ants,
it seems the end has come,
have they seen enough,
otherwise they will die sad,
wanting to come back again in this cruel world...



I was born in this world,
the world that's a shit,
it doesen't bother for any throat it has slit...

The power gets the respect,

whatever the aspect...

I had it all when it was my birthday,

but today i am dying...

Save yourself if you can,

if i die you will be the next in line,

you will be drained of your prowess,

thrown down from your egoistic castle to the grave with glasses...

Now, I see myself burn tonight,

collapsed like a budding flower...

I see my ending hour,

and the devil pressing the doorbell,

no one can run from the destiny,

i will realize the incandescence of hell fire,

and the world will follow,

it will embrace the seizure of power...

You Kill God...

I wish my hands were filled with a gun,

i wanna shoot the world tonight...

All these desolated pitiful cowards,

fill the air with the toxic smell of their selfish thoughts...

If i had the choice i would smack their heads with a sledge,

to kill the egocentric thoughts they hold...

They talk what they want,

and what they want is greed...

But i am just a pitiful anonymous...

Repent is what i am talking about,

if you do that i can leave your eyes...

One mistake from the god and you stop his prayer,

and the mistake you made is bigger than your tears...

When man eats man devil is left idle,

he also has a heart but you don't seem to have one...

The god is shameful today of what he created,

and you feel glad...

If he comes in your way,

you won't hesitate to kill god...

I Wanna...

I wanna love you like you did to me,
holding your hand i will show you what you can't see...
I wanna kish you like you did to me,
close your eyes I'll make u feel...
I wanna hug you like you did to me,
hold you so close you can feel my heart skip a beat...



I wanna show you what you did to me,
take you to the places i always weep...
I wanna lift you like you did to me,
higher and higher you can see where i live...
I wanna hear you like you did to me,
dark in a place no one else can hear your scream...



I wanna see you like you made me,
floating in the drugs just to calm me...
I wanna kill you like you did to me,
bury you in the graveyard next to me...
So i can make you smell my blood,
and make you feel my breath,
filled with pain given by you...
I wanna kill you!!!

Sublime Яepugnance...

Could feel the dark skies,
and the devil coming closer
all these years he lived by the sward...
He cut his hand to judge if he was alive,
drugs were the best companion...

One day he left it all,
threw every bottle of alcohol...
fought with the devil for his life,
which he once was ready to take with his own knife...

Learned to imagine,
imagine the beauty of thought,
brought back every feeling he sold,
even if the price was gold...

He thought it was his time,
didn't realize that his clock had stopped...
He thought he found the reason to live,
but this reason didn't let him breathe...

He tried to rebuild his castle,
but it was too late,
and he was without the phrase...

All he trusted was his will,

it also left him to a definite kill...

Finally the day has come,

his hands were sweaty,

can't return the attack of betray

it slit his throat...

He was left alone,

lost in the depth of misery,

where regret was also not able to fill his emptyness...