Destiny Defined...

When i try to find a way
light always fades

When i try to touch the sky
lightnin strikes

When i try to catch my dream
i fall down from bed

When i try to run away
my breath collapse

I analyze my life
and find myself in question..?

I try to remember
but i m out of retention.

I search a lot
but never find solace

I run after the footprints
but never reach the right place

I cry in rain
so no one is able to trace

I fall in pain
they believe i fake

That's all i have to live with
and now i enjoy this pain

But i fear
it makes me insane

I feel like
scratchin flesh from every bone
killin life from every stone
forgettin you more than i have known

But than, sometimes i wonder
when the clouds thunder
sittin by my window
lookin into the heaven

IS THIS I M DESTINED TO
OR GOD HAS MADE A BLUNDER