Savior Of Demolition...

Bridges the gap to the murderous cage
Escaping the eye of golden sun.
Pretend to stay on the endless stroll
Gets the power destruction needs.

Defies mmortality upon the grave
Reaches the horizon following the rage
Tastes the blood in the brutal eye
Catches the breath of the air.

Beneath the shadow of the creeping time
Covers the distance from the seven seas.

Kisses the death in its stand
Collects the poison from the hole
Laughs with the devil
Breaking the sorrows

Blood's on the face
Destruction's the eye
Cruel heart's
Enchanting death...

Face The Repercussions...

Now i can't believe you,
all the things you said were not true.
Your deep shining eyes,
are emotionless for me.
Your always glowing face is blank,
there's nothing i can see.
Your blissful smile,
doesn't calm me anymore.
The smell of your breath,
doesn't thrill me to the core.


I find fire in your eyes,
that burns my spirit.
I see blood in your face,
that cuts my throat.
There is a hammer in your hand,
that nails my heart.
You always make me fall to the knees,
with your insane wit without acting too smart.


The rage in my eyes,
you ignite every night,
can be compared to the eye of the sun.
The pain in my head,
you induct everyday,
can be compared to the shot of a gun.
The emptiness of my soul,
you left behind,
can be compared to the world without humans.


Now i m sick of the loneliness,
sick of the neglection,
sick of u acting like a true abduction.
And this rage will kill us all,
if we throw our heads against the wall.
This is where i can't take anymore,
either i die
or you suffer for every feeling you killed and every dream you tore...

Angel Of Hell...

My thoughts my illusions are demanding a solution
of the things i tried,
of my disdainfully crushed pride.
Of every thorn stabbed in my soul,
of every cut there in my throat.
About the bleedin gas that took me out of control
and no one listened when i shouted "i cannot handle more"

My dreams were drained out of the bleedin eyes,
it was an angel that gave me the poison always kept for me there beside.

She was designed for my punishments,
providin answers to all those sins i didn't do but was forced to pretend.

She cut me so deep so seamless,
played with my true innocence with acute brutalness.
Left me alone in the acidic shower,
detaching me of my feelings
that saw world in her eyes,
heaven in her face.
infinity in the palm of her hand
and eternity in her grace.


Her savaged eyes burned my soul,
she pushed me into depths of deaths,
when i wanted to hold.
She killed the voice of my thoughts,
and even destroyed the echoes of my hope.
Without even givin me a chance to show my self control.

She cut every vain from my body,
even when she got the blood stains on her wings.
Drilled a nail in my head,
n hanged me in the valley of death.
She blinded my eyes and left me on a two way road,
even gave me cyanide to damage my lungs n suffocate my throat.


Now i can finally be myself,
but her addiction won't let me.
Her memories haunt me,never let me free.
She comes and laughs in my dreams,but i don want to sleep.
And she spits on my face,
when i pray to free my severed heart,
lend me peace...

Destiny Defined...

When i try to find a way
light always fades

When i try to touch the sky
lightnin strikes

When i try to catch my dream
i fall down from bed

When i try to run away
my breath collapse

I analyze my life
and find myself in question..?

I try to remember
but i m out of retention.

I search a lot
but never find solace

I run after the footprints
but never reach the right place

I cry in rain
so no one is able to trace

I fall in pain
they believe i fake

That's all i have to live with
and now i enjoy this pain

But i fear
it makes me insane

I feel like
scratchin flesh from every bone
killin life from every stone
forgettin you more than i have known

But than, sometimes i wonder
when the clouds thunder
sittin by my window
lookin into the heaven

IS THIS I M DESTINED TO
OR GOD HAS MADE A BLUNDER

Unwanted Expectations...

Blindin dream

Unheard scream

Discontinous stream

Choking steam

Stormy desert

Deadly hazard

Disleadin placard

Leaving staggered

LEADING TO

Isolation

Penetration

Exaggeration

Diremption

MAKIN ME

Deprived

Agonized

Preoccupied

Contrite

REVEALING

Reality

Fragility

Fidelity

Veracity

Maturing Towards Immaturity...

Guys at eighteen a bit suspicious, largely keen
Always thinkin till now where they have been

Rather experimentin with their looks, Like a typical teen.

Everyday lookin desperately for the queen of their dreams.
On findin tryin to impress her even payin their self esteem

Never botherin about their efforts gettin unseen.
Callin it true love,
Not even knowin what it mean.

Consequently fallin down,
Buildin houses on hollow beams.

But that doesn't stops them,
Instead lures them to crave for the feelin they haven't seen.

Makin them mature to be immaturer,
Seldom acceptin things as they have been.

AND PROBABLY THAT KEEPS ME BLOGGIN

TRYING TO BE MATURE ACTIN IMMATURILY...

Hopeless Hope...

I hope that i can shine, as the brightest star

I hope that my new wings of strength can carry me far

I hope that i can go to Starclan, with the Warrior cats

Or sit in kitty Heaven, on velvety mats

I hope that I can accept, that it is time to say good bye

I hope I can stop that urge that wants me to cry

I hope I will miss you, and you miss me

I hope i can live happily

I hope that i once again, have the strength to run

I hope that i once again become young enough to have fun

I hope we can meet again, when it is my time to go

I hope you can remember what fun we had though

I hope to see you with new youth

I hope to see you fine

I hope I can be in your heart, as you will be in mine

I hope i can once again, be King of the house

I hope that i can once again, have the power to chase a mouse

All I’m trying to say, all I’m trying to do, this is all because

I HOPE AGAINST HOPE...

She Needed Me.??

I was about to fall she held me back
I was on a no way track she brought me back
I was tryin to bring a dream to life she woke me up
Feeling the pain inside she made me tough
Only for one thing probably.......SHE NEEDED ME

I was alone she made me addict
Everything was unknown she made me predict
I was blind that was my gain
She showed me colors to increase my pain
But she was not at fault i was to blame
Coz i didn't realize what? ....SHE NEEDED ME

Thats sad but true
As i did things i never wanted to
But still had fun as there was someone to listen to
But there was something creepy as the things were never meant for me
But she made me feel, that it was not real
That i can also see
I can also be
The one who can win the deal
But i was mislead
Cheated by her innocent looks n witty head
No, she was not i was a fool
Unable to understand what was there behind i could see
The only thing SHE NEEDED ME

All that apart she was good on her chart
Getting the things done without acting too smart
That was the art i should have learn t
At least next time not to repeat the incident
But she never spilled the beans
Instead of me trying to make her reveal
Maybe she had a heart that was made of steel
That was not meant to feel what i feel
But then now i know why she did so
SHE NEEDED ME

Ha, i know it was insane on her part to leave me to become profane
But at least i was not confused as i had no other lane
I was happy to be out of the pain
N cause i thought, SHE NEEDED ME

Never ready to accept the unavoidable reality
That "I NEEDED HER"
N alone i break...

Killing Life...

Life, something so big and unexplainable
Something we try to grasp while seemingly unobtainable
Life, something that gives us a peace of mind
Something so sweet so divine
Life, you can describe it as something beautiful
With a thousand words
But you can fill it and crush it
With a thousand verbs

Life, something that's filled with blissfulness, excitement, pain, strife, sex, work, and sorrow
Life, something most people take for granted
Life, so fragile like the Earth itself
But we fill it and trash it
With all kinds and all sorts

Life, something we try to disguise
Because we're so hypnotized
By all these
LIES
Life, life is like a melody
Like a song
Its here one day
But the next day it could be gone

My Insane Sanity...

Fearing for my sanity,
I shed my shirt and tie,
Walked out on my rectitude
And waved myself goodbye.

I did precisely as I pleased,
Said only what was true;
Cared not a whit whom I might hurt
Or what debts might be due;

Chose my orbit on my own
And lived by my own light,
Hurtling through the gravities
That rule the lidless night;

Unknowing in my innocence
The iron laws that be,
And that the more I worked my will,
The less I would be free.

Paranoid...

My eyes r bleeding,
thoughts r deceiving......
i donno y but da words r pleading...........
lay by da side,
until da dark shades away.....
all da things r fading to black but da pain regenerates to stay
i don wanna die ,don let me slay.....
bring me to life n change my fate...........

Heartbeats r plodding,
breaths r stopping.......
da end is near my eyes r dropping........
i don fear to die,
its something i always wanted to try.......
but its she who i cannot miss,
i m afraid to loose dat bliss......
all da things i say just 1 thing i pray,
i don't want u to become stranger by da day........
look into my eyes to c what i say,
stand by my side don't walk away.......
all da happiness i have its u whom i want to give,
beating da pain inside it just meant to live.........

This is my last resort........
cut my life into pieces if u want to part.........
i was wrong to figure u out,
need u without a doubt.......
can't believe u'll leave me this way,
suspending me in a trap from where i can never walk away........
hold my hand make me feel,
may b this way i can learn to breathe........

Roads r ending,
clouds r thundering,
no clue where my mind is wandering.......
i have lost da will to live,
all da feelings v shared i want to give........
its u who made me stiff,
now i can't take dat biff......
i can die to get fame,
but can't live wid da blame.....
tell me da way so i can become tame.......
don't leave me killing da name,
its u who has become my dame........