The days went dark and nights longer,
staring at the wall i started to ponder.
Tried all drugs , ain't made me addict,
I had written the story but still could not predict.
I needed solace, but ran out of opium,
to hide the repercussions,
to end all the discussions,
to save you from the damnation,
I went into asylum...
I counted every hour,
regained my lost power,
learned to kiss the thorns without ruining the flower...
You can see, my symptoms are eminent,
blood on my fists and the holes in the wall,
will remind you of things you can never recal...
Hate me for what i was, hate me for what i am,
It's just your fate and my mistake...
Darkness will see me shine like a radium,
everyone will stand up and apploud in the stadium,
but it's not me it's you who will decay,
even if u pray, you will still be a prey...
