Actually She Had It...

Till now i was stuck,

drowning in the blackwaters of pain and bluff...

Thinking i have reached the point of no return,

and the only option left is to be reborn...












Then one day i met her,

although accidently but it had a metaphor...

I m still confused where she came from,

or is it that she was really there,

maybe i was carried away by the norms...












It looked as if she was designed to take away my misery,

don't know how she understood everything i said gradually...

We talked for hours as if i knew her for lives,

and shared things i wouldn't with my wife...









And than the clock struck two,

she said she had to go but we both were not finished through...

She went just to come back in my dreams,

so that we can continue and talk about what was unseen...












She came with a captivating smile on her face,

her eyes were so innocent,

pure than love...

She briskly held my hand,

and took me out of trance...












Her lips were moving,

but her eyes were focussed on me,

as if she was making a connection that was so devine,

and filled with serenity...












We shared a lot,

and it was better than i thought...

But at last it was time for her to go,

i never wanted but she convinced me though...









She looked into my eyes,

as if saying she will be there every night...

Than she kissed my hand,

and gently faded as sand...

Leaving just the feel behind,

and a hope that she will come back next time...

unnamed Feeling...

All the jives , those vibes
vibrations in my head, predications that led...
Predictions that i made,delusions i had...
Innocence in doz eyes,shadows that cried..
Are they real what i feel...


Stipulations on my side,
things i tried..
Functions defined,divaricating the thoughts in my mind...
Creations derivations,
traces of evanescence...
Implications that lead,
are they real or i feel...


Forces around,
feelings profound,
disturbing sounds,
burning grounds,
contemplating the reasons,
there's nothing to be found...
Things i do ,things i see;
leads to pain, nothing to gain...
Is that true or i feel...


Despondent i lay,
disrespecting the way,
provoked by the time,
i try to be sublime,
but that's not on line...
Quarantined to be defined,
there are things i can't find...
As if i m blind,
trying to figure out , without even being able to draw a line...
I m feeling, can it be true...??

Trance...

I've been there walked a thousand miles,
witnessed all the bloodshed under the blacknin sky...
I've reached the point of intangible stardom,
which brings agony more than magnanisum...

I was on my way to the path of glory,

when i lost my wings and fell to tragedy's foray...
Then the destiny picked me up
and buried me in the grave for me it has dug...



I was on my way to the city in heaven
when i lost my will
and my journey became still...
Then my pity got me to hell,
and i asked the way back but no one tell...



Time and again i m stuck but my doggedness brings me back,
but this time it feels it has died,
fightin with the misery searchin my lost pride...
And the agony looks rite into the eyes direct and concise
to remind me that i m still in trance...

Invitation To The Satan...

M strollin in your yard, breakin every window of your fancy car.

Settin your fuckin house of cowards on fire,makin your followers bath in the blood shower.

I feel i m by design immortal,but i'll kill every creature you've made and hang them against your portal.

I'll spit on your face and barb it bloody to disgrace.

I m lookin into your eyes and callin you a victim of my act.

I m waitin for you to come and free my soul,

From this world,this world of guilt,world of insanity that's not meant for me.

Enough i can't continue in this world filled with cruel hearts that dwells on the intentions of curse.

I know that you are comin, comin to tear me apart.

All this bitching and moaning will lead to the freedom that's the need of this hour.

I m fed up waitin,come on its on show me what you've got.

Is what i've heard true or you are just a jerk then i'll fuck you through...