Endless Decline...

I gave away a love than again wanted to,

all the complications were made by you,

will i see you again was echoing untrue...

I stared at the skies nights after night,

to see my tears freeze in cold,

but you were never there to console...

I waited by the phone just to hear you once,

but you were never bothered...

I cared for you more than you do,

and you always ordered...

I always tried to explain my pain,

all that went in vain,

because you always gave justifications,

to prove you right and make me wrong...

Now i am not crying,

it is blood all over me,

i am tired of trying,

u still remain blind...

My eyes are filled with fire, to flame you alive

i don't know why i am not able to,

maybe you always find ways to save yourself,

or i am vulnerable to your love...

Seizure Of Power...

Wings are grown to ants,
it seems the end has come,
have they seen enough,
otherwise they will die sad,
wanting to come back again in this cruel world...



I was born in this world,
the world that's a shit,
it doesen't bother for any throat it has slit...

The power gets the respect,

whatever the aspect...

I had it all when it was my birthday,

but today i am dying...

Save yourself if you can,

if i die you will be the next in line,

you will be drained of your prowess,

thrown down from your egoistic castle to the grave with glasses...

Now, I see myself burn tonight,

collapsed like a budding flower...

I see my ending hour,

and the devil pressing the doorbell,

no one can run from the destiny,

i will realize the incandescence of hell fire,

and the world will follow,

it will embrace the seizure of power...

You Kill God...

I wish my hands were filled with a gun,

i wanna shoot the world tonight...

All these desolated pitiful cowards,

fill the air with the toxic smell of their selfish thoughts...

If i had the choice i would smack their heads with a sledge,

to kill the egocentric thoughts they hold...

They talk what they want,

and what they want is greed...

But i am just a pitiful anonymous...

Repent is what i am talking about,

if you do that i can leave your eyes...

One mistake from the god and you stop his prayer,

and the mistake you made is bigger than your tears...

When man eats man devil is left idle,

he also has a heart but you don't seem to have one...

The god is shameful today of what he created,

and you feel glad...

If he comes in your way,

you won't hesitate to kill god...

I Wanna...

I wanna love you like you did to me,
holding your hand i will show you what you can't see...
I wanna kish you like you did to me,
close your eyes I'll make u feel...
I wanna hug you like you did to me,
hold you so close you can feel my heart skip a beat...



I wanna show you what you did to me,
take you to the places i always weep...
I wanna lift you like you did to me,
higher and higher you can see where i live...
I wanna hear you like you did to me,
dark in a place no one else can hear your scream...



I wanna see you like you made me,
floating in the drugs just to calm me...
I wanna kill you like you did to me,
bury you in the graveyard next to me...
So i can make you smell my blood,
and make you feel my breath,
filled with pain given by you...
I wanna kill you!!!

The Unnamed...

Her lungs are dry,
she'd crawled on her knees.

crawled on the blades of fury,

for the crime she was judged by the jury...

For the days she lived, lie and arrogance were the weapons
weapons of her intentional fake,
all the things he had she always had to take...

Her eyes cold as frost,

drilled his body from the crust to core,
the pain she gave was more than he could endure...

These were his obvious cries,

burn my misconceptions,

let me look beyond those lies,

let me see the place where your darkest heart conspire...

Leave me some air,

for my dry lungs to repair...

Your eyes are so sharp,

they created a hole in my soul,

leave me your footprints, to get back the heart you stole...

Sublime Яepugnance...

Could feel the dark skies,
and the devil coming closer
all these years he lived by the sward...
He cut his hand to judge if he was alive,
drugs were the best companion...

One day he left it all,
threw every bottle of alcohol...
fought with the devil for his life,
which he once was ready to take with his own knife...

Learned to imagine,
imagine the beauty of thought,
brought back every feeling he sold,
even if the price was gold...

He thought it was his time,
didn't realize that his clock had stopped...
He thought he found the reason to live,
but this reason didn't let him breathe...

He tried to rebuild his castle,
but it was too late,
and he was without the phrase...

All he trusted was his will,

it also left him to a definite kill...

Finally the day has come,

his hands were sweaty,

can't return the attack of betray

it slit his throat...

He was left alone,

lost in the depth of misery,

where regret was also not able to fill his emptyness...

His Love Didn't Die...

He could foresee the future
still didn't bother the consequences,
wiped the blood shun eyes
just to fake a smile...


He knew the fallout of the destined foray
once he was told of getting murdered by his soul,
still he wanted to taste betray and denial
so he drenched his pride in the black waters...


He walked with a hope in his eyes
his heart pure as his thoughts...
He held a rose in his hand
rapped in sparkling plastic,
he walked with his heart beats growing,
his eyes blushed...


He reached nearer
his pulse crossed the normal,
he looked into those crystalline eyes
lips as red as red wine...
Moved closer hiding his purpose
he was feeling the shivers,
so he closed his eyes and got to one knee...
He was very happy
for the day he dreamt has come,
he progressed the rose with a smile on his face and closed eyes
heard a loud roar of a gun...
Smell of blood filled the scene
he was afraid that his love had died,
didn't have the courage to open his eyes
till he felt dampness on his chest,
he suddenly opened his eyes
his love was laughing on his dismay...