Actually She Had It...

Till now i was stuck,

drowning in the blackwaters of pain and bluff...

Thinking i have reached the point of no return,

and the only option left is to be reborn...












Then one day i met her,

although accidently but it had a metaphor...

I m still confused where she came from,

or is it that she was really there,

maybe i was carried away by the norms...












It looked as if she was designed to take away my misery,

don't know how she understood everything i said gradually...

We talked for hours as if i knew her for lives,

and shared things i wouldn't with my wife...









And than the clock struck two,

she said she had to go but we both were not finished through...

She went just to come back in my dreams,

so that we can continue and talk about what was unseen...












She came with a captivating smile on her face,

her eyes were so innocent,

pure than love...

She briskly held my hand,

and took me out of trance...












Her lips were moving,

but her eyes were focussed on me,

as if she was making a connection that was so devine,

and filled with serenity...












We shared a lot,

and it was better than i thought...

But at last it was time for her to go,

i never wanted but she convinced me though...









She looked into my eyes,

as if saying she will be there every night...

Than she kissed my hand,

and gently faded as sand...

Leaving just the feel behind,

and a hope that she will come back next time...

unnamed Feeling...

All the jives , those vibes
vibrations in my head, predications that led...
Predictions that i made,delusions i had...
Innocence in doz eyes,shadows that cried..
Are they real what i feel...


Stipulations on my side,
things i tried..
Functions defined,divaricating the thoughts in my mind...
Creations derivations,
traces of evanescence...
Implications that lead,
are they real or i feel...


Forces around,
feelings profound,
disturbing sounds,
burning grounds,
contemplating the reasons,
there's nothing to be found...
Things i do ,things i see;
leads to pain, nothing to gain...
Is that true or i feel...


Despondent i lay,
disrespecting the way,
provoked by the time,
i try to be sublime,
but that's not on line...
Quarantined to be defined,
there are things i can't find...
As if i m blind,
trying to figure out , without even being able to draw a line...
I m feeling, can it be true...??

Trance...

I've been there walked a thousand miles,
witnessed all the bloodshed under the blacknin sky...
I've reached the point of intangible stardom,
which brings agony more than magnanisum...

I was on my way to the path of glory,

when i lost my wings and fell to tragedy's foray...
Then the destiny picked me up
and buried me in the grave for me it has dug...



I was on my way to the city in heaven
when i lost my will
and my journey became still...
Then my pity got me to hell,
and i asked the way back but no one tell...



Time and again i m stuck but my doggedness brings me back,
but this time it feels it has died,
fightin with the misery searchin my lost pride...
And the agony looks rite into the eyes direct and concise
to remind me that i m still in trance...

Invitation To The Satan...

M strollin in your yard, breakin every window of your fancy car.

Settin your fuckin house of cowards on fire,makin your followers bath in the blood shower.

I feel i m by design immortal,but i'll kill every creature you've made and hang them against your portal.

I'll spit on your face and barb it bloody to disgrace.

I m lookin into your eyes and callin you a victim of my act.

I m waitin for you to come and free my soul,

From this world,this world of guilt,world of insanity that's not meant for me.

Enough i can't continue in this world filled with cruel hearts that dwells on the intentions of curse.

I know that you are comin, comin to tear me apart.

All this bitching and moaning will lead to the freedom that's the need of this hour.

I m fed up waitin,come on its on show me what you've got.

Is what i've heard true or you are just a jerk then i'll fuck you through...

Savior Of Demolition...

Bridges the gap to the murderous cage
Escaping the eye of golden sun.
Pretend to stay on the endless stroll
Gets the power destruction needs.

Defies mmortality upon the grave
Reaches the horizon following the rage
Tastes the blood in the brutal eye
Catches the breath of the air.

Beneath the shadow of the creeping time
Covers the distance from the seven seas.

Kisses the death in its stand
Collects the poison from the hole
Laughs with the devil
Breaking the sorrows

Blood's on the face
Destruction's the eye
Cruel heart's
Enchanting death...

Face The Repercussions...

Now i can't believe you,
all the things you said were not true.
Your deep shining eyes,
are emotionless for me.
Your always glowing face is blank,
there's nothing i can see.
Your blissful smile,
doesn't calm me anymore.
The smell of your breath,
doesn't thrill me to the core.


I find fire in your eyes,
that burns my spirit.
I see blood in your face,
that cuts my throat.
There is a hammer in your hand,
that nails my heart.
You always make me fall to the knees,
with your insane wit without acting too smart.


The rage in my eyes,
you ignite every night,
can be compared to the eye of the sun.
The pain in my head,
you induct everyday,
can be compared to the shot of a gun.
The emptiness of my soul,
you left behind,
can be compared to the world without humans.


Now i m sick of the loneliness,
sick of the neglection,
sick of u acting like a true abduction.
And this rage will kill us all,
if we throw our heads against the wall.
This is where i can't take anymore,
either i die
or you suffer for every feeling you killed and every dream you tore...

Angel Of Hell...

My thoughts my illusions are demanding a solution
of the things i tried,
of my disdainfully crushed pride.
Of every thorn stabbed in my soul,
of every cut there in my throat.
About the bleedin gas that took me out of control
and no one listened when i shouted "i cannot handle more"

My dreams were drained out of the bleedin eyes,
it was an angel that gave me the poison always kept for me there beside.

She was designed for my punishments,
providin answers to all those sins i didn't do but was forced to pretend.

She cut me so deep so seamless,
played with my true innocence with acute brutalness.
Left me alone in the acidic shower,
detaching me of my feelings
that saw world in her eyes,
heaven in her face.
infinity in the palm of her hand
and eternity in her grace.


Her savaged eyes burned my soul,
she pushed me into depths of deaths,
when i wanted to hold.
She killed the voice of my thoughts,
and even destroyed the echoes of my hope.
Without even givin me a chance to show my self control.

She cut every vain from my body,
even when she got the blood stains on her wings.
Drilled a nail in my head,
n hanged me in the valley of death.
She blinded my eyes and left me on a two way road,
even gave me cyanide to damage my lungs n suffocate my throat.


Now i can finally be myself,
but her addiction won't let me.
Her memories haunt me,never let me free.
She comes and laughs in my dreams,but i don want to sleep.
And she spits on my face,
when i pray to free my severed heart,
lend me peace...