Maturing Towards Immaturity...

Guys at eighteen a bit suspicious, largely keen
Always thinkin till now where they have been

Rather experimentin with their looks, Like a typical teen.

Everyday lookin desperately for the queen of their dreams.
On findin tryin to impress her even payin their self esteem

Never botherin about their efforts gettin unseen.
Callin it true love,
Not even knowin what it mean.

Consequently fallin down,
Buildin houses on hollow beams.

But that doesn't stops them,
Instead lures them to crave for the feelin they haven't seen.

Makin them mature to be immaturer,
Seldom acceptin things as they have been.

AND PROBABLY THAT KEEPS ME BLOGGIN

TRYING TO BE MATURE ACTIN IMMATURILY...

Hopeless Hope...

I hope that i can shine, as the brightest star

I hope that my new wings of strength can carry me far

I hope that i can go to Starclan, with the Warrior cats

Or sit in kitty Heaven, on velvety mats

I hope that I can accept, that it is time to say good bye

I hope I can stop that urge that wants me to cry

I hope I will miss you, and you miss me

I hope i can live happily

I hope that i once again, have the strength to run

I hope that i once again become young enough to have fun

I hope we can meet again, when it is my time to go

I hope you can remember what fun we had though

I hope to see you with new youth

I hope to see you fine

I hope I can be in your heart, as you will be in mine

I hope i can once again, be King of the house

I hope that i can once again, have the power to chase a mouse

All I’m trying to say, all I’m trying to do, this is all because

I HOPE AGAINST HOPE...

She Needed Me.??

I was about to fall she held me back
I was on a no way track she brought me back
I was tryin to bring a dream to life she woke me up
Feeling the pain inside she made me tough
Only for one thing probably.......SHE NEEDED ME

I was alone she made me addict
Everything was unknown she made me predict
I was blind that was my gain
She showed me colors to increase my pain
But she was not at fault i was to blame
Coz i didn't realize what? ....SHE NEEDED ME

Thats sad but true
As i did things i never wanted to
But still had fun as there was someone to listen to
But there was something creepy as the things were never meant for me
But she made me feel, that it was not real
That i can also see
I can also be
The one who can win the deal
But i was mislead
Cheated by her innocent looks n witty head
No, she was not i was a fool
Unable to understand what was there behind i could see
The only thing SHE NEEDED ME

All that apart she was good on her chart
Getting the things done without acting too smart
That was the art i should have learn t
At least next time not to repeat the incident
But she never spilled the beans
Instead of me trying to make her reveal
Maybe she had a heart that was made of steel
That was not meant to feel what i feel
But then now i know why she did so
SHE NEEDED ME

Ha, i know it was insane on her part to leave me to become profane
But at least i was not confused as i had no other lane
I was happy to be out of the pain
N cause i thought, SHE NEEDED ME

Never ready to accept the unavoidable reality
That "I NEEDED HER"
N alone i break...

Killing Life...

Life, something so big and unexplainable
Something we try to grasp while seemingly unobtainable
Life, something that gives us a peace of mind
Something so sweet so divine
Life, you can describe it as something beautiful
With a thousand words
But you can fill it and crush it
With a thousand verbs

Life, something that's filled with blissfulness, excitement, pain, strife, sex, work, and sorrow
Life, something most people take for granted
Life, so fragile like the Earth itself
But we fill it and trash it
With all kinds and all sorts

Life, something we try to disguise
Because we're so hypnotized
By all these
LIES
Life, life is like a melody
Like a song
Its here one day
But the next day it could be gone

My Insane Sanity...

Fearing for my sanity,
I shed my shirt and tie,
Walked out on my rectitude
And waved myself goodbye.

I did precisely as I pleased,
Said only what was true;
Cared not a whit whom I might hurt
Or what debts might be due;

Chose my orbit on my own
And lived by my own light,
Hurtling through the gravities
That rule the lidless night;

Unknowing in my innocence
The iron laws that be,
And that the more I worked my will,
The less I would be free.

Paranoid...

My eyes r bleeding,
thoughts r deceiving......
i donno y but da words r pleading...........
lay by da side,
until da dark shades away.....
all da things r fading to black but da pain regenerates to stay
i don wanna die ,don let me slay.....
bring me to life n change my fate...........

Heartbeats r plodding,
breaths r stopping.......
da end is near my eyes r dropping........
i don fear to die,
its something i always wanted to try.......
but its she who i cannot miss,
i m afraid to loose dat bliss......
all da things i say just 1 thing i pray,
i don't want u to become stranger by da day........
look into my eyes to c what i say,
stand by my side don't walk away.......
all da happiness i have its u whom i want to give,
beating da pain inside it just meant to live.........

This is my last resort........
cut my life into pieces if u want to part.........
i was wrong to figure u out,
need u without a doubt.......
can't believe u'll leave me this way,
suspending me in a trap from where i can never walk away........
hold my hand make me feel,
may b this way i can learn to breathe........

Roads r ending,
clouds r thundering,
no clue where my mind is wandering.......
i have lost da will to live,
all da feelings v shared i want to give........
its u who made me stiff,
now i can't take dat biff......
i can die to get fame,
but can't live wid da blame.....
tell me da way so i can become tame.......
don't leave me killing da name,
its u who has become my dame........